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You people, I hate.
Just made me realised how pathetic my life is.

People say, you can't choose or decide who your parents are.
It's true.

I can't choose.
This way, I would rather I have none at all.

I rather they had a divorce years back.
This way, I can choose.

Because staying this way now,
I am only crying at night.

My parents don't care.
My parents don't bother.
And most importantly,
My parents don't give a damn about me.

Dear friends, please don't tell me not to feel this way.
Please don't tell me they still love me as much.

Cos deep down, they don't.
They simply don't.

If people tell me back then that my parents do care, I believe.
I'll believe them all and all.

Now I don't.

Especially my mum.

Especially my mum.

Mum - This word sound so unfamiliar to me.
Mum - I hadn't had her care since I was 15.
Mum - I wish I don't even have one.
Mum - Often, I wish she would care for me a lil' bit more.

All in all, I hate her.
Used to telling myself,
No matter what, she's still my mum.
And I would still love her as much.

Now everything just goes to prove and show me that I'm wrong.


I envy my friends.
Even though some of them don't have a proper family,
at least their parents care.
I wish I was like them too.

Where had all those care and concern gone to?
I don't know.
I need to know.

I'm tired.

Tired of living.

I need a long sleep.

I'm tired of my family.
I'm tired of Kah Hao.
Everything.

They don't know how to appreciate.
Straight to the fact,
I am just someone they can shout at and asked to do things accordingly.
Cause in anyway they know,
I will not retaliate to all the harsh words and caning they used on me.

In short,
I don't love my family anymore.
So much,
- I would rather be an orphan.
At least, I hope I'll be better off that way.

Tell me, I am not neglected.
Tell me, I am loved.
Tell me, I am being cared for.
Tell me,
Cause I think I need them all.

I am Qiurui.
And I need love.

Sorry for the lack of updates.
This weekend, I promise.

I'll do a mass update.
I promise.

Meanwhile, just wait for a few more days!!

I studied for my exams.
I did study.
I stayed up 2 whole nights to study.

I had confidence I'll pass well for Costing.
I didn't.

I had confidence I'll pass well for Accounting.
I didn't.

Let alone for Tourism.

The results came out,
I did so badly.

When I saw the message this morning,
I thought my eyes were playing on me.
I deleted the message.

I came online,
and I checked.

My eyes weren't playing on me.
The results were really that bad.

How am I supposed to catch up next term?
How am I supposed to tell my parents?

I am disappointed with myself,
this time round.

I feel like killing myself.
I sure do.

I felt as if I worked for nothing.
Absolute nothing.

The results show.

I did really bad.
And I don't know why.

For now,
I only know how to cry.

Renee's working and helping out at her mum's place.
Jass' starting work next Tuesday at Gwen's place.
Gwen's working as usual.
Nallur's also working.

Why am I the only one not working?
Lol.

Lazy dumb ass!

Birthday coming!!
Birthday coming!!
Birthday coming!!

(:

1 more day to MY birthday.
10 more days to Nallur's birthday.
12 more days to Renee's birthday.
15 more days to Junming's birthday.
20 more days to Qiumin's birthday.
49 more days to Dad's birthday.
63 more days to Sweetheart Yuru's birthday.
78 more days to Baby's birthday.
98 more days to Ivy's birthday.
99 more days to Jass' birthday.
99 more days to Laopo Cherie's birthday.
104 more days to Adnan's birthday.
105 more days to last day of 2009!!

Okay.
I'm bored.

That's why I'm doing up the countdowns of friends' birthdays.
This way, I can keep track too! (:
Time to save money and buy presents!!!

It's been close to a month since I last blog!!!!!
Clearing all the spider webbies now.
Lol!

1month, 1month!!
I can't really remember what I've been doing.

Life's good. (:
Except the fact that I'm sick for 2weeks.
2 long weeks~

Qiumin and I were suspected of H1N1.
1week confinement!
HELLOOOOOO!!!!!!
1week!!!

And my birthday falls on this Friday. :(
I bet I'm gonna be confined at home by my parents cos I'm sick. :(

Was supposed to work for Three Angles Production from 18Sept till 21Sept.
But was last minute cancelled for the positions were given to SP students for attachments.
Super angry and super disappointed with their arrangements.
There goes my hope for working during my holidays. :(

I put aside my plan for opening bbq for my birthday just for this job.
And now, all my plans are messed up.
Really am pissed off with the management.

I guess if we were told earlier,
I wouldn't be so bloody pissed.
Why tell us that we will be able to work,
THEN come up with stupid stuns like this?
Tsk.

Oh whatever.

Exams finally over and holidays are here! ^^
Yuppies!!!!
Finally, time to catch up with girlfriends!!

Baby finally POP!!!! (:(:(:(:(:
Went for his POP with Ivy on 5th Sept.
But we were so so so late,
we only saw them throwing their caps up and shouting 'POP LO'!!!!!
When we went in,
one of the guards even jokingly told us this,
''Just nice, parade finish already, can go fetch your friend le.''
Lol.
Baby's parents and brother was there too. (:

I'll update baby's POP photos when he send me asap!

And..
I stopped chasing after BOF so much already!
So, is that supposed to be good news or bad?
ROFL!

Met up with Nallur, Jass and Sijie on 11Sept.
Fetched Nallur from work. (:
Down to AMK Ave 5 to find Jass and Sijie and see guys playing soccer.
First time, first time.
After the guys' soccer time, down for dinner at coffee shop near our secondary school.
Laughed so much with Nallur that day.
Talked so much plans to Jass that day.
Thank you girls. (:
I love your la!

Happy to hear that SUPER BIG good news from Nallur.
I wish you and him all the best.
Stay happy!! ^^

Went Orchard with baby on 13Sept.
To celebrate our 16th Month Anniversary! ^^
We walked almost the whole of Orchard!
ION Orchard is huge la!
We kinda got lost in the shopping mall.
It's seriously a place just for the rich!
Dior, LV, Prada, Cartier and many~

Lunched at Pasta Mania, Cineleisure.
He made me angry! :(
By stuffing his face into my pasta!!!! :(
Down to Centerpoint and Central Orchard.
I want to eat the Korean Grill at Central Orchard.
*Hints to TEW KAH HAO*

Met up with Jass and surprised Renee at the Comex IT fair.
She's working there and looked really glum when we saw her.
Cos no sales. *Cheer up*
While waiting for Renee, Jass and I talked so much about friends at Starbucks.
While Kah Hao with his friends chatting away happily.

Ending off our anniversary day ANGRY and PISSED again~ =.=
TEW KAH HAO really don't know when to just SHUT UP at times.
Tsk.

I still love you la!
Happy 16th Month Anniversary!

6th August
Outing with Ivy!!!!
We were MSN chatting and realised we were both bored staying at home.
So plans were made to head on town!
For the first time we went out home dressed.
For the third time we went out after 67847w97 long years.
Had our late lunch cum early dinner at Fisherios.
We couldn't even eat half of it. :x
Went to Iluma Arcade.
Ivy's really a professional at those UFO Machines man!
When I mean she's good,
she's really that good!
She caught a Mickey Mouse, a Pink Bunny and a Biscuit Pillow.
I was looking like this >> O.O
She's good at it la!
Walked around Bugis Street and we both had to head home.
Cause there's school the next day!

I didn't managed to get all the photos from Ivy,
But you can take a look here!

Ivy, get well soon alright!
And we'll meet up again! ^^


7th August
Happy 19th Birthday Syahrum!
Your 1 Year older!
And 1 Year smarter~

Met up with my Nallur after school to get her bandage.
Please Nallur, I don't want to see cuts on your hand anymore!
Don't be so silly!

Met up with the Jass and Renee at Jass' place.
Thanks Jass' mum for the belt! ^^
Jass' lovely sweetheart came to fetch us to Jalan Kayu for prata!
Thanks Eric for all the rides on and off!
Much appreciated! ^^

Had so much fun with the girls.
Talking and laughing out heads off.
Moving on to Explorer Zone suggested by Nallur.
It's a nice place to chill at night. (:

While the 4 of us- Nallur, Gwen, Renee and me were talking,
we realised how much Jass had actually done to pull this group together.
How much Jass actually put in to make sure that this clique still meet up,
no matter how busy we are.
We all came to this decision that,
it's Jass that we really have to thank.
Without her, the 5 of us would have been on separate ways.
Without her, the 5 of us wouldn't even be seeing each other, though streets apart.
So, I wanna say,
Jass, Thank you. (:
For all the effort you put to keep this clique together.

Renee went off, followed by Gwen.
Nallur's friend Esther and Kandy joined us. (:
Chit-chat a little while before going home,
cause mum's already nagging at me.

Lovely night spent with my dear ladies! (:
We'll meet up soon again!



9th August
Happy National Day!
Was supposed to go with Jass,
but changed in plan so we went out for our honeymoon instead. (:
We head on to 'Dian Xiao Er' for dinner! ^^
After dinner, Bugis Iluma!!
Baby caught 2 cuties while I caught 1!
Baby caught the Pancake Mickey Mouse at 4bucks,
and the lion at 20bucks.
I caught the Minnie Mouse at 6bucks! ^^
Happy happy happy na~~
Walked around Bugis Street.
He bought a black shorts for me!
Thank you lovelove! ^^
Home sweet home~










10th August
Baby's supposed to attend his friend's birthday chalet.
But some stuff cropped up.
So we didn't go.
Instead, we head over to Ehub's arcade!
Well, to try our luck.
Apparently, it wasn't on our side this time round.
So we went Gelare! ^^
Their ice-cream is BEST!
Sent baby back camp and back home! (:
Just see the photos!

Tomorrow's gonna be a busy day.
Tomorrow's gonna be a busy day.
Tomorrow's gonna be a busy day.
Tomorrow's gonna be a busy day.
Tomorrow's gonna be a busy day.
Tomorrow's gonna be a busy day.

Cus I've tons and tons of housework waiting for me to be done.

I'm a crybaby.

I cry when I talk to Kah Hao on phone.

Tell me how not to cry when I cannot see him for another 10days.
Tell me how not to cry when I cannot talk to him for another 5days.